Cease with making promises that you cannot ever keep—
can you not see this loathing becoming even more deep?
Halt in your useless words of comfort, telling me everything will be okay—
how can you say such things so simply, when you are never here day by day?
Refrain from acting as if you can turn my world from bleak to bright—
when was the last time you truly changed every wrong thing to right?
It was such a simple pleasure, back in those days;
just one word from you made gold from the grays.
A luxury it was, I now see that more clear than glass;
for those times are done and gone, having long since passed.
Indulgence was my sin whenever thoughts of you jolted through my brain;
it is a laughing matter at how correspondence with you now causes me pain.
You say you want to help me, you say nothing will ever be my fault...
but is that true, when you regret my slow change from child to adult?
You know I tried my damnedest to continue being your best friend...
but what is truly going on in your head, now that it may be coming to an end?
You begged for me to understand and nourish you while it felt like it was running me up a tree...
but now that the roles of adviser and ward have altered so drastically, can you do the same for me?
For me it more of the growing up and apart from a girl I considered my best friend and biggest support all through my primary years. It rips me in two like an old rag, but I've got so many new (And in many cases better) friends now that I simply don't care as much any more.
I'm really sorry these things are happening to you, its never nice. I hope it gets better. *Hugs*
Good job with the rhyming.
Thanks. It feels a bit...forced, in my opinion.