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Mommy, Daddy, are you okay?
You haven't talked at all today.
Mommy, Daddy, can't you see?
You're really starting to hurt me.
All you do is scream and fight,
and I hear it all throughout the night.
Sometimes I think my eyes will run dry,
yet whenever I do, I just continue to cry.
"She doesn't care about any of this, she'll be fine by tomorrow!"
Daddy, you don't know how much your words fill me with sorrow.
"Can't you just be civilized?! Stop acting like a child, and apologize right now!"
Mommy, please don't make this worse, or I'll run outside and hide in the snow.
Mommy, Daddy, I wish you would just stop everything and be happy again.
I'm hiding under the blankets, writing these words down with a pen.
Mommy, Daddy, can't you see?
You're tearing my heart into one, two, three.
A piece for each of us, a piece of my heart,
the beating has stopped before it could start.
Two sections I wish I could install into both of you,
yet I'm afraid I have not yet found the proper glue.
"It isn't your fault, so don't let his words get to you."
I know, Mommy; they're not supposed to be true.
"In these moments, he just directs his anger at anything in his sight."
Daddy, please stop this man that isn't you; it's giving me a fright.
Mommy, Daddy, I want to help you both so much...
But all I can do is use my pillows as a protective crutch.
Mommy, Daddy, when was the last time you both kissed?
Don't you realize...that your love is greatly missed?
You haven't talked at all today.
Mommy, Daddy, can't you see?
You're really starting to hurt me.
All you do is scream and fight,
and I hear it all throughout the night.
Sometimes I think my eyes will run dry,
yet whenever I do, I just continue to cry.
"She doesn't care about any of this, she'll be fine by tomorrow!"
Daddy, you don't know how much your words fill me with sorrow.
"Can't you just be civilized?! Stop acting like a child, and apologize right now!"
Mommy, please don't make this worse, or I'll run outside and hide in the snow.
Mommy, Daddy, I wish you would just stop everything and be happy again.
I'm hiding under the blankets, writing these words down with a pen.
Mommy, Daddy, can't you see?
You're tearing my heart into one, two, three.
A piece for each of us, a piece of my heart,
the beating has stopped before it could start.
Two sections I wish I could install into both of you,
yet I'm afraid I have not yet found the proper glue.
"It isn't your fault, so don't let his words get to you."
I know, Mommy; they're not supposed to be true.
"In these moments, he just directs his anger at anything in his sight."
Daddy, please stop this man that isn't you; it's giving me a fright.
Mommy, Daddy, I want to help you both so much...
But all I can do is use my pillows as a protective crutch.
Mommy, Daddy, when was the last time you both kissed?
Don't you realize...that your love is greatly missed?
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I'm Such An Insecure Diaperbaby That I Passive-Agg
I always wanted to be that girl.
Pretty, clever, friendly.
Everywhere she goes, she has a big smile.
Everyone loves her.
Clear white skin.
Sporty, long blonde curls,
And flawless blue eyes.
She's a princess.
Confident, loves her true love.
Everything is easy for her.
And I remember when I was young,
With darkening hair,
Tripping on the stair,
I can remember dressing in pink,
Trying to please everyone.
Because I needed to be that girl.
The devil refused my soul.
I would cry at night and say,
'Princess, princess, deep inside.'
'Come to me on a turning tide,'
'And let me be you.'
Wasted days trying to be that cool kid.
Chase
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Mommy's Suicide
Mom... Did you just...
Pills and whiskey down her throat
As she slowly stumbles down the stairs.
Yes.
Through her cries and regret
She begins crashing into walls.
Panic.
"Call 911!" I yell, as I begin holding my mother
After she collapsed, her head hitting the floor.
Why...
I hear police sirens outside our home.
My sister runs through the front door in fear.
The paramedics begin asking her things
That she barely knew the answer to.
"What's your name?"
"Do you know where you are?"
And most importantly..
"Why did you do it?"
...
"I didn't want to bother her anymore."
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Selfish Suicide
"People who kill themselves are selfish."
Well, darling, let me tell you a story,
A story all too true.
A daughter who became a wife, a wife who became a mother.
A mother of three girls...
One just above the age of a toddler,
One at the age of twelve,
And one entering the life of a married adult.
Now, the youngest girl was watching television,
And the oldest at the neighbor's home.
The twelve year old daughter sat at a computer with her closest friend,
When something terrifying happened.
Her mother was in the kitchen, coughing.
The daughter, although unable to see her mother, only could imagine the situation.
The mother walked calmly p
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I know it's taboo to write stuff talking about your feelings and putting them on dA.
But you know what?
Last night was hell for me, and I'm going to vent.
Just because I'm as old as I am doesn't mean these fights will not affect me.
As long as I'm there to hear them, they always will.
Edit: ...my God. This made the front page.
And so many people are commenting with such amazing, inspirational, and amiable things.
Thank you. So much. To everyone.
I hope if anyone else is going through this as well, that you find luck in your situation.
But you know what?
Last night was hell for me, and I'm going to vent.
Just because I'm as old as I am doesn't mean these fights will not affect me.
As long as I'm there to hear them, they always will.
Edit: ...my God. This made the front page.
And so many people are commenting with such amazing, inspirational, and amiable things.
Thank you. So much. To everyone.
I hope if anyone else is going through this as well, that you find luck in your situation.
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It's taboo to write about your feelings? What kind of bullshit is that?
You should feel free to express however you feel whenever you want to however you want to. I don't care what DA thinks about this.
Anyways, I don't know what you're going through and maybe I'll never understand what it's like, but... I believe you deserve to be happy, to feel love again. And I do hope that either you become strong enough to make it or someone rescues you from your nightmares.
No one should have to suffer like this... No one.
You should feel free to express however you feel whenever you want to however you want to. I don't care what DA thinks about this.
Anyways, I don't know what you're going through and maybe I'll never understand what it's like, but... I believe you deserve to be happy, to feel love again. And I do hope that either you become strong enough to make it or someone rescues you from your nightmares.
No one should have to suffer like this... No one.