Sorry for being all angsty, but I just need to get this out here.
My feelings in a nut shell.
Yes, I know have the things in life people generally take for granted.
I know I have "friends" and "family."
What I want is for them to see that I'm not all right, no matter how "good" I may seem to have it. For them to understand that I can't help but think and feel these things, and it's starting to scare me. Because I feel like everyone around me isn't really there. I just feel so lonely all the time, and I don't know how to put my thoughts into words.
I just need to get this out.